in all honesty it’s just respect and im so glad i was raised with it. but i guess that just makes you sensitive to the little things. i mean i don’t know, sometimes its just the little things that count and tie things together. it’s like the little that top off the day or make something that much more exciting. but as the saying goes beauty is in the eye of the beholder and time goes on and material things get forgotten. but its things like respect and how worth something or someone is to you that makes nothing else matter. i just wish it was seen that way. that things aren’t taken for granted, in my mind, that i worked for everything ive earned and accomplished. this appear differently to different crowds and what is not perceived can not be enforced. if it was only true that its not always me…. and that sometimes i only wish i was spoiled but its far far from that.